Finding Lucky and the lab again
Jason and me found the doctor that he had shot earlier.

We found him in a freaking body bag eww! Can we say gross!

Jason opened it up oh god I think I'm gonna be sick he can't be serious.

He found a security pass and decided to use it.

Its a way for us to get into the lab lets hope it freakin works.

II watched as Jason buried the doctor in the ground and I got dizzy again.

Man this is the last thing I need.

I woke up and apologized to Jason for passing out.

We found the lab and snuck into find Lucky.

Jason told me to stay put while he nbosed around and we found Lucky.

I told Jason to inject me with the antidote,but he refused.

I yelled at him for not giving me the shot.

While he talked to Lucky I went to inject the shot into my arm.

I needed to do this no matter what the risks!

In the jungle
Jason and I got outside and I started to lose my balance again.

He told me to sit down on the ground while he looked around for Lucky.

Jason found me passed out on the ground and I took a drink of water and he helped me up.

We took off for god knows where.

All I know is that I feel like crap and we have to find Lucky before its too late.

Jason and I saw the chimp that Luke brought to Port Charles he actually helped us find our way back to the lab.


I told Jason the chimp would help us find Lucky! Jason as usual thought I was being crazy but I swear I'm not!

As usual I followed my insticts and the chimp pointed out where we should be heading.

I stumbled in the jungle and Jason helped me up!

We stopped dead when we heard someone moving from where we were watching.

Hallucination part 2
Jason made me get dressed and put me back to bed to get some rest.

Jason and I talked and I thought it was the old days.

Deliriousness aside I think I yearn for the old days when Jason and I had just met.

Before I screwed everything up.

The relationships I've had with men have been anything but stable.

With Sonny I was co-dependant,but when we got together after having a fight the sex was great!

I know I've actually acted irrationally where he is concerned.

With Lorenzo I think I just used him to make Sonny jealous. However my obsession with Sonny killed my relationship with Lorenzo.

I also know that Lorenzo used me to get to Sonny and that isn't healthy either.

I have this unnatural attachment to men who promise the moon and the stars and then turn around and whatever mistakes I made in the past or present come back to bite me on the ass.

I couldn't live with the fact that Lorenzo used me just as much as I used him.

In hallucination state I brought up my past mistakes and Jason told me that he would help me when I asked for it.

I passed out again and when I woke up I screamed for Jason and told him I felt like I'd been hit by a truck.

Jason told me everything I said in my hallucination state and I am embarrassed about it. I really lost it didn't I?

But at least I can admit that Jason is my best friend and I am gratful to him for everything he's ever done for me.

I rehashed the time Robin let the cat out of the bag about Michael's real father AJ.

I told Jason I regretted cheating on him with Sonny and he told me that I shouldn't.

I talked about my relationship with Sonny and Jason told me that I still loved Sonny.

Jason told me he loved me,but that he wasn't in love with me and that's ok by me.

We talked about my nervous breakdown and I told him I would trade it for a trip to tuscany.

I also told him that Sonny and I almost destroyed each other with the way we both are.

I asked Jason when the helicopter was coming and I told him I didn't think I could walk.

Jason helped me walk and I told him that we have to find Lucky.

I swear if we don't find Lucky uncle Luke was going to have my head on a silver platter.

I just can't see myself like a pig with an apple in its mouth it just doesn't appeal to me.

HALLUCINATION PART ONE
Today Jason was in a shoot out with the goons who had Lucky and me.

He told them to leave Lucky alone and that's the last thing I remember before I passed out.

Later on Jason took me back to my room with a doctor in tow.

I passed out again and when I woke up I told the doctor I was dizzy.

I heard Jason on the phone with Sam and he told her I was sick.

The doctor tried to give me a shot but jason pointed his gun at him.

Man I felt so bad so dizzy and I just wanted to go home.

Jason threatened to inject the doctor with the needle and man with Jason acting like that I told the moron he better listen to him.

When I woke up I changed into a sexy nightgown and in my delirious state I thought Jason and I were back at Jakes.

I asked him in a seductive voice if he wanted to play some pool and then I proceeded to tell him no names when he said " Carly its Jason!"

I lowered my strap to my night gown I didn't stop!
Oh my god please tell me I haven't completly lost my mind!

To the rescue
Dear Diary,

Today I faked being sick so that the bad guys would take me straight to Lucky!

Jason waited on the balcony of the hotel and watched and waited as they took me out of the room.

I opened my eyes and found myself in a lab on a gurney right beside Lucky.

He was totally in a bad way and I knew I had to get him out of there.

Unfortunately the bad guys came and they were in for a surprise I'm not sick at all.

I told the bastard not to hurt Lucky! He told me why he did what he did and that the antidote didn't work.


He took a needle and syringe and used it on Lucky.

God for the first time in my life I am scared out of my skin.

I don't want anything to happen to Lucky! The family would never forgive me if I didn't do all I could to save my cousin's life.

I hope to god Jason is near by to rescue us.

The doctor at the lab said that the antidote wasn't working. He said he needed another specimin to use the antidote on.

I screamed when he tried to get me with the needle and then Jason burst into the room.

The doctor tried to give me the needle and he told Jason that I wasn't given the antidote but the virus.

Oh great now what the hell are we going to do! I feel like a rat caught in a maze

THE ISLAND
Dear Diary,

Today Jason and I were at the hotel that Uncle Luke stayed at.

We were informed that he disappeared from the room and that he drank in the bars. Yea like that's a surprise! He never could resist a good shot of whiskey!

The man he spoke to told us to stay in our room and I over heard Jason talking to Max.


I asked about Michael and got on the phone with him! I told him to do what Max says and that we'd be home soon.

I asked Jason " What do we do if we don't find the cure?What happens to our loved ones?"

I know I am worried I hope Michael didn't hear it in my voice.

Jason told me if I want to go home, go home,but not to go to the hospital.

I told him I wanted to see Sonny and Michael he said " No that either I go home to Morgan or stay with him!"

He told me " If you go take a commercial flight I need the plane!"

I decided to stay and help Jason after all he and I are a team.

I came out from having a shower and Jason was on the phone with Stan. We got a hold of the Crylium industries number and Jason told the man to let Lucky go!

He damn well better or we are gonna jump on that pricks ass like there is no tomorrow.

HOT ON THE HEELS
Dear Diary,

Today I was with the Rush guy and I started asking him questions about his company Crylium.

He told me I asked entirely too many questions and then I told him fine that if he didn't want to talk we had to discuss the price.

I told him 1000 for the night and 1500 for extras if he wanted a really good time.

The jerk started pawing me and I was relieved when Jason appeared out from the shadows.

We asked Rush questions about the Monkey and he said the monkey was long gone.

Jason knocked him unconcious when he didnt' tell us anything more that we wanted to know.

Michael called me and told me that he was bored sitting in the cafeteria and that he wanted to go see Sonny.

I told him I would come and see him soon and then Jason and I went to the hospital again.

As we stood outside talking the cell phone rang again and it was Michael again.

He told me that he went loking for his dad and I asked him where he was.

He told me that he had gotten out of the cafeteria and that he snuck away from mama.

Man that kids got some spunk let me tell you! He reminds me so much of myself when I was his age!

I asked him what floor he was on and he said the sixth floor.

I told him to wave at me from the window so I could see him and I saw him waving.

Elizabeth was near by and I heard her tell Michael that she wanted to talk to me.

She told me that the virus was man made and that she wanted to talk to Jason.

They talked for a bit and then we went off to find out more information.

She told us that Lucky had been taken and that she wanted Jason to find him.

Jason agreed and then we decided to take off on a man hunt.

Whatever we find out I hope to god it helps saves the lives of the people we love.

Circumstances
Dear Diary,

Today Jason and I got held at gun point by the swat team.

We lied and told them we had just arrived there so they left us alone after that.

Justice talked to Jason and he told told Jason that the name of the guy who owned the car that shot at us was named Rush.

Jason was gung ho on tracking the SOB,but I told him that I wanted to go back into the hospital and be with Sonny and Michael because they need me.

Jason said no I shouldn't because I couldn't risk getting sick myself.

He said either I go home to Morgan or I go with him well as usual I decided to go with Jason to find out what was going on.

I called Sonny's phone to talk to him but Emily answered the phone.

I told her that I needed to speak to him and she said he was very weak.

I told her I knew that cause I was the one who brought him in. Duh tell me something I don't know you freakin little twit.

Anyways I heard Michael in the background and I asked her what he was doing there. He was supposed to be in the cafeteria with everyone else.

Emily told me she already had that discussion with him and then I spoke to Sonny for a short time.

A little while later me and Jason headed over to Metro court to do some investigating.

I followed the men while Jason went into Rush's room and I saw a hooker walk into the hotel.

I asked her what she was doing there and she asked me what business it was of mine.

Well anyways I offered her big money to leave and then I posed as a hooker to get to rush. I hope he buys my act.

Conspiracy
Dear Diary,

Michael told me about the chimp that was at Sam and Jason's.

He said he wanted to eat banana's like chimps do and I told him that chimps eat vegetables. I hope he bought the lie.

Sonny lost his balance and I told him he had a fever when I touched his forehead.

I helped Sonny put his coat on and I told him that I was taking him to the hospital.

I told him he was not argue with me.

We got to the hospital the cops pointed a gun at us.

Michael yelled at the cops and said that Sonny was sick.

Earlier I told Sonny that Michael is like him.

LOL Sonny told me that he was more like me than anyone.

I know he's right I can see it when Michael cops an attitude or tries to get his point across. He's a Spencer all right! He doesn't take an guff from anyone.

Later on Emily was attending to Sonny and I told them that Michael was in the coffee shop.

I saw Jason run by me and he told me he was looking for the chimp so I of course followed him.

Jason and me managed to leave the hospital un noticed and we saw the chimp run off when he saw us.

We saw him jump into a vehicle that was shooting at us.

What I want to know is what the hell is going on?

OPEN MOUTH INSERT FOOT
Today I talked to Noah and I told him I knew about his health problems.

Patrick overheard the conversation and he yelled at Patrick for telling me about it.

Patrick has a right to talk about what concerns him. I was only trying to help.

Noah needs to lighten up on Patrick. Of course they got into a shouting match and then Patrick yelled at me for even discussing the situation with his dad.


He said he didn't like me sticking my nose in where he felt it didn't belong.

I yelled at Patrick for complaining about his dad. I swear you try to help people and they snap at you.

I ran into Emily at Kelly's and thanked her for looking after Sonny and the boys.

She acted cold towards me. Did I say or do something wrong?

I had dinner with Sonny and the boys and it was like old times again.