Dear Diary,
So I was at Sonny's and I kissed him.
I told him I cared about him still and that's why I did it. I can't stand the thought of Emily with Sonny.
He yelled at me for doing it. Poor little miss prissy pants ran out. Aww I upset her little feelings.
I told Sonny the was scaring me with the drinking and I told him that I'm glad I kissed him so Emily would go back to her old life.
Sonny still thinks I'm crazy,but I told him that I didn't care Emily thought we were back together.
He said " What are we supposed to do? Say when we're not together?"
I told him we would say it didn't work out.
Jason showed up at Sonny's and I told him that I'd rather have Emily blame Sonny and me for what happened.
Anyways I went to the hospital and asked Robin where Patrick was. Of course she gave me a snide remark and when I saw Patrick she interefered into our conversation.
Yea and people think I'm an intrusive bitch.
Patrick told Robin to butt out of our conversation and that he can take care of himself.
We left her eating our dust and headed over to the metrocourt where we got ourselves a room.
Patrick said he liked my using him. Ha ha he wishes.
Once upon a time I would have acted on my hormones,but I told him I've changed.
Patrick started to open up to me and I think we are going to be good friends.
I need a friend like Patrick around he and I are more alike than I care to admit.
Patric told me that his father blamed himself for his wifes death.
I told him again that I knew what it was like to resent a parent. I know what the hell I am talking about I wish he'd freakin listen to me for once.
I told Patrick that mama and Noah were lovers once and he told me he knew because of the way they look at each other.
I think honestly that with all this lying and resentment going around that I should take the high road out and just remove myself from it!
Yea right like that's going to happen!
Posted by canadalovesgh
at 12:01 AM EST