Sonny and I talked and he told me that all he wanted was for me to be happy.
Emily interupted our conversation when she told us the news that Courtney had died.
Man I can't believe this is really happening.
I refused to believe it and started to cry. I can't believe she's gone till I see for myself.
Sonny of course was shaken by the news after all she was his sister.
Sonny and I went to the hospital to say good bye to Courtney.
Sonny's words were so heart felt and I was in tears.
I stood quietly and let him say his peace.
I need to be there for him because thst is what Courtney would have wanted me to do.
I still can't believe that she's gone her death was so sad.
A beautiful young mothers life ripped from this world and from her babies life. She didn't even have a chance to bond with the poor little thing.
I said my goodbyes to Courtney and I told her all of the things that were on my mind about our friendship.
I promised her that I would look out for the baby and he would know her through me.
Man, I couldn't stop crying I lost one of my best friends in the whole world.
Courtney was someone who didn't take my crap and who would stand up for me if need be.
I talked to Elizabeth about Lucky and about Courtney and I saw Jax with the baby through a window later on.
I asked him if he had held the baby yet!
He told me he hadn't and I told him maybe he should because the baby needs to know he's loved.
Posted by canadalovesgh
at 12:01 AM EST
Updated: Thursday, 23 February 2006 4:27 PM EST